Time with Mr. Bugs

Self-proclaimed "captain adorable" is 20 months old and only days to a few short weeks from meeting his little brother. It's hard to believe that I have watched this little person grow and change every day of his life. Every milestone. Every fall and scrape on the knee. First words. First kiss. First food. It's been just us two every day, laughing, crying, sometimes screaming, dancing, staring at the ceiling fan, playing in the park, doing life together until daddy got home from work. 

You are my sweet, precious boy. 

And soon our lives as we know it are going to change. How are you going to respond to your baby? How will you react to mommy dividing her time between you and brother? How will I feel about our loss of exclusive us time? I'm going to finally be forced to share you! 

I have loved my time with just you mr. Bugs. You have changed your momma for the better. Morning snuggles will always be available as will hugs, endless kisses and moments of moms pure insanity. 

Love you bugs. S

Family

I am so thankful for my family. I'm thankful for how they each have unique personalities, how honest and transparent they are. How they can drive you completely mad and still be incredibly loveable. How they communicate and share their emotions. How they are predictable and how they are able to completely surprise you. How we can laugh, cry, scream, repeat. 

My family is a melting pot of traits, quirks and incredible generosity and compassion that I'm struggling to be so far away from. 

My hope for the future is that my children will play in my parents back yard, enjoy sleepovers with cousin Caleb, sail with papa, eat nanas banana pudding and of course be little bulldawgs!